Sleep

Thursday 17 November 2011 SLEEP 


Sleeping is an issue, where  they are not allowing me to sleep. They have created the problem of sleep throughout my life. Implants are not allowing me to sleep at all, it is control over the brain, where regions of the brain are blocked, or bypassed. Insanity was also used, but pressure is used now, where they are insisting on marriage and intent on keeping me awake, whilst wires around the body are moved about which causes me to itch a lot.  


The organisation has always disturbed my sleep, one way or the other,and was only an matter of time before they find regions of the brain responsible for sleep and some control over that exist. They allow me few hours sleep but not much and I hardly ever feel as if I have slept, whilst there motives are to cause me problem and to make my life difficult. Hence making sure that I am late for work or tired and not fresh. It is also very much related to experiments where they are learning that much more of how the brain and the mind works when one is sleeping and when awake. 


They know what the mind or brain is doing when awake and when asleep,and able to block or bypass the brain knowing the regions of the brain which are used or responsible for various functions and behaviour. They know how the mind works or which parts of the brain and mind is active when awake,and that which is dormant when sleeping and I do feel the have learnt to block aspects of my mind and thoughts, thus keeping my mind is sleep mode or not allowing my mind to wake up. That is aided by the pressure, the shouting where they are actively repressing my mind and thoughts. 

  
They know how to interfere with the mind when sleeping and when awake, more so when sleeping, other aspects is the dream states, they have probably gain an better understanding off that. They are able to interfere, and induce some degree of control over the brain and mind when sleeping it is all experiments. 


They do make a lot of noise when I go into deep sleep, also some instances of probing of the mind and questioned the mind. Not sure on the noise, could be done to wake me up or could be apart of there mapping of the brain and the passage of sound through the brain. They do have control of sleep but also deep sleep where they are able to put me into deep sleep or are releasing regions of the brain and one shifts into deep sleep. 

 
Deep sleep could be induced by the implants, but one is deprived of sleep and it could be that they are letting go of the regions of the brain at times. Forcing me to sleep when I need to be wake, or to get up early or when studying or whilst driving or revising or watching TV or on the way home but never allowing me to sleep properly. But implants are able to keep me awake hence things are very much controlled.  


Control over sleep is used to upset my pattern of revision,studying, preparation for exams, attending lectures or going to work where I would wake up late, not being able to sleep at all. To tired to repressed to get on with my academic progress. I have not been allowed to sleep properly for an long time, they argue that the will allow me to sleep after I get married.  


This control is used to keep me deprived of sleep all the time, not allowing me to sleep until I get married, and one is dealing with there presence 24/7, where they are keeping me mentally disturbed. Intent on keeping me awake and wanting to cover up by meaning to argue that it is because I drink too much tea or have too much caffeine. They are keeping me awake going on about marriage and driving me insane until I agree. It is the same pressure, continuous day/night, but not sure, I have manage to get a few hours sleep but it is not proper sleep, I do not feel as if I have slept at all. 


I am managing to get about a few hours rest, not sure if I am actually sleeping, because deep sleep feels different from when I am trying to sleep at night. Sleep comes upon me a lot stronger when they are inducing that sleep, it feels different and is very much like deep sleep. That sleep is different where I actually know I have been sleeping and know that I am waking up out of sleep. I go into deep sleep and it is an strong pull and sensation into deep sleep, when I am watching TV or reading or studying or supposed to be working, but I am not allowed to go into this sleep or deep sleep at night or when I want to sleep or supposed to sleep. 


They have kept me deprived of sleep throughout my life,and perhaps I was unaware of it but it has always been an issue for about 20 years, on and off but I was unaware of the implants. At times it was put down to stress, or drinking to much coffee or coke or tea that would effect sleep. I an hardly ever allowed to sleep   but all possible causes have been routed out, I do not drink coffee or coke at all or drink tea after 5pm.  


Not sure on the control over the brain which must adapt as I change my behaviour hence stopping coffee allowed me to sleep some. I have slept ok from some time during the period of 20 years but the organisation still wants me deprived of sleep one way or the other and used insanity, and insane sounds, but now they do have control over the brain. They might have had control of sleep regions when in University but that control diminished as one stop drinking Coffee. Therefore it took them awhile to regain control over the respective regions of the brain. 


The organisation reverted to driving me insane where control diminishes, and making noises and insane sounds and distracting me at night, with pressure and insane sound and doing what they can to prevent me from sleeping, but I thought it best that I rest and sleep as much as I can. It is better then arguing against insane people or insanity, where they only outcome is that of insanity. It was only an matter of time before they get control of the regions brain, depriving me of sleep. 


They used disturb me in various ways, sometime speaking Indian and telling me to wake up, and able to jog me, to move my shoulder. I did not realise that means control over shoulders, perhaps I did not want that to be the case. They seem more intent on using the implants and control over the brain to keep me awake. Whilst the mind works in way where when waking up, you are telling yourself to get up to wake up, to get up, and they know that and also are using that control. Other things is that they might have thought it was someone else and are just insane people whom are reacting to that.     
The Organisation is keeping me awake one way or the other, where they are disturbing me to also having wires around the body move about. That movement is causing me to itch where ever they are moving such things and it is distracting and just done to keep me awake. They are not allowing me to rest at all, not allowing me to go into any from of sleep.  


Problem is, whom are they, could be whites but everyone is behind the implants at time of being awake, I am arguing against all sorts and getting pressure from all various people on marriage and what ever else they say.  Whilst they all admit to wanting to keep me awake, with Asians blacks and whites wanting to do so, and warning me that they will continue to do so until I get married. 


On many instances, I am arguing against Asians, Blacks in the middle of the night and dealing with what ever rubbish they all want to surround me with. Asians are naming blacks of being guilty, even though things are said in Indian it would mean that blacks are speaking Indian which is possible. They do mask themselves up as whites also where I am arguing against blacks but thinking it is whites and so on. Blacks saying what ever racist whites would say or have said. 


Blacks are arguing against me and doing my head, using marriage and and want for marriage hence getting support from Asians, and whites whom will argue that they just want you married. Whilst they all accuse me of wanting war, whilst getting more control over the brain, and more functionality of the implants the more they use the implants, that again matches and adapts to the brain.    


Blacks voice warnings of wanting me to stay wake, warning me that they do not want me sleeping, discussing the issue between themselves asking another “you think he will sleep “ the other “I do not think so”.  One reason was that I would be at high risk of brainwashing if sleeping at night, and want me awake. 
I insist on sleeping and will handle the implants, whilst they should not be using the implants at all.  


Not being able to sleep means I have another 12 hours to spend, sometimes reading in bed something out smoking, resting and allowing the mind and body to rest, meditating and consigning matters, other times I am writing and also revert to studying where I guess they would put me to sleep. I do wake up sometimes without feeling as if I have slept, and allowed maybe 4hrs or 5hrs of sleep but it is not deep sleep.  


I make sure I get up early in the morning hence would be tired at the end of the day, but I always have to get up at 7am, but they want me to be of bad character using a tactic of putting me to sleep at 6am and so I do not get out of bed until midday, the morning is waste and the rest of the day is also wasted. A back log of sleep should pile up to an threshold, hence I should be able to sleep after that point but that is not being reached, deep sleep last about 10 to 15 minutes which is occurs when watching TV. 


Not sure how much the brain can continue without sleep, but depriving me of sleep to messing up my day and life where I have to get up for work. Deprived of sleep to make one tired for the day ahead, or forced to sleeping when watching TV and missing the interesting parts of films, football or entertainment.