Writing

Saturday 19 November 2011 Writing 


I do write about issues of concern, writing my thoughts and that which goes on in my head therefore my typing is very fast, typing at the speed of the brain, speed of my own thoughts. They think that I am an machine, and do not want me to typing at all. Alas they have mapped the brain and learnt to hinder the regions of the brain which are responsible for typing, stopping me from typing and writing properly

They are driving my insane,one way or the other, not allowing me do anything, and argue that I will never have to do anything for rest of my life to arguing they do

not want me to do anything, but to stay repressed. To being hostile and racist and

not wanting me to do anything insisting that I will never be allowed to do anything ever, sounding as if I am guilty of something. They have conspired to prevent me

from doing anything all my life, including writing, working, studying, sleeping,

employment, my social life, to writing case issues and whatever I do at any one time. Whether I am walking down the street, to thinking, or shopping or eating, or watching TV, or going out drinking. They just refuseto get out ones head and always

are present a threat to one. I have to do something about them but resistance is futile, where I have to live with implants, with alienation with isolation, or go insane, but whatever I do is blocked, but forced to live with insanity and insane sounds. I do have to consider things, but difficult with them all in my head, there madness forcing me to forget things. They are in my head, arguing against my thoughts,hence brainwashing me of my  thoughts, hence writing things down to deal with brainwashing.I would turned the light off they would say you left the lights on, or the door is left open, or the cigarette has caused an fire forcing me to go back and check on things, it all erases whatever I had next in mind. Experiments goes on from one extreme to the other. There presence forces me to forget my own thoughts or that which I had in min,and conversations, that which is being said to me, where I am dealing with what they are saying and doing in my head. I have to prove there presence, there insanity, I need to prove my thoughts are normal, and the insanity they have confined me to To prove that I am not insane, but they are psychopaths whom are obsessed and addicted to arguing against my thoughts, to knowing ones mind. They argue and say things until I respond. They ask questions, wanting to know my mind or what I think and always asking me what I think on what ever they say, wanting me to respond to their thickness, but they know what I think, and I do write it all down but they want me bend to there Fascism, there conspiracy. They want me insane, and forcing me to argue against insanity with insanity.  Writing helps to reinforce my own mind and thoughts, I am also proving that my thoughts are logical, normal and I am reasonable, but they will not stop driving me mad until I concede or respond with death threats and war games, until I get angry and go mental.Writing proves my thoughts, my mentality is as such, that one is normal and sane, but I also have to describe insanity, to show that it is they whom are insane. It is they whom are driving me insane, tormenting one. They are interfering with the mind, saying things to annoy me, to wind me up, saying they will they conn me that you will be had and you will continue to be had ` unless you get married. That if you get married they will not have to conn you, asking me if I will get married, `insisting you will be had otherwise`, and driving me mad until I go into war games. Many such things exist.  Not sure how they are conning me or how I am being had,it could be anything but it does include this big and small view, where they are rich and powerful, and I am small and poor. They are an organisation, and rich out of conspiring against me and keeping me as an human guinea pig, from which they are getting the rewards, to being considered as victims due to race, to them all demanding that I get married and that I would get an share of the rewards. They pressure and argue, and I am reluctant to argue in my head where they are just driving me insane, they are not going listen to reason. I write to show that I argue with logic and reason. The mind games exist where they are pretending to mean well and wanting me married to my friend, to talk to me, but they are psychopaths whom have kept one under insane control all my life. They know I will not agree with them and arguments resolves to war games and revenge.  This is about them all being in ones head, implants experiments and conspiracy and they should be done for. This is not about what I think or says or my sex life. They say to get married and obsessed with that and driving me mad with their want of marriage but it is an cover up of wanting one insane and dead.  Just there way where they will just go on and on, as if they are demonstrating or protesting against me but doing so in my head, to keeping me mentally disturbed. My Writing shows that I can argue and make an point,instead of just going mental into war games, but they are not going to reason on any valid points, but are intent on just using the implants to drive me mad. They do not want me writing and deter me from writing for many reasons including -:

They argue that nobody will read this, that there is no point to what you do or write, or you will get nothing from this, they are not going to payee you for this. You are just writing yourself to the ground, to accusing me copying. Taking ones 

intelligence as there own where they need to cover-up from ill intentions. They conspire without an trace of this conspiracy as given by my notes. Making sure that I have no time to write, with my time being wasted or taken up by other events. They also have implants, and control of the brain, experiments which have allowed them to interfere with the mind. They are able to control the brain, and hands, making it difficult to type, where I am pressing the wrong keys, written work is therefore becoming a mess. They are able to block the brain, not able to say or write what I want to say, whilst forgetting a lot of things, to forcing me into saying the wrong things,to making mistakes, allowing them to argue that one is not capable and there is nothing to recognize to one being thick, and so on. Written work is done to deal with brainwashing and there presence in my head where they are interfering with my brain and mind, damage to my mentality and typing can be seen whilst problems would also exist in conversations. Written work is proof of my thoughts, ones mentality, where they want me considered insane, but I am not insane although I am complaining about insanity. Also showing that I know better then they do. I have an better mind and better mentality then they do showing that by writing and thinking whilst being tormented, but they do not want to recognize, whilst ill thoughts and insanity is there own poison. They want to use my thoughts and ideas to argue to know better then me, to build on such ideas and to progress with my projects, and will argue to being able to do better then me, to being able to spend my money better then me, but I want them ontrial for conspiracy.  I would have completed my projects and ideas before they would be aware of such theories, they would not have thought of the ideas or theories, whilst having no money or management to proceed with my projects. I say they are not interested in such things but more interested in messing with my head, and driving me insane. They are not able to think better then me that is given by the insanity they surround me with, alas I am forced to deal with the insanity, with one not allowed to know anything but insanity, ones mentality being changed for insanity. I am not allowed to consider matters further, or progress by learning hence academic progress or researching, and gaining experience and knowledge, they have kept me tormented, and I am forced to deal with there presence,and not allowed to consider anything else. Written work is done to write down what they are doing in my head, and that which they say, and what I think so I do not have to remember everything. There is an issue of proof, where they argue to want proof to every event, to everything I claim. But written work of the events is as proof, Diary entries would be as proof, where I am writing down the events of the day and so on. They will argue to be making things up, to accusing me of writing what ever I want,   putting me of writing, arguing that I need proof, and well I am not sure what that entails. I was very accurate with describing what goes on but they have diminished that side of the brain or ones ability to describe things accurately. The implants has diminished that accuracy forcing about errors, making sure that I am no longer able to describe things accurately or properly. The problem has been induced over the last 5years, they want too dismiss everything that I have as written evidence,they want me to start again, whilst they are behind the implants and it is they whom have to explain themselves, the problems and whatever they claim should match that I which I have noted. They want to use that which I write as evidence against me, to find something on me, to argue against me in respect of my thoughts where my notes are just a written format of my thoughts and the arguments are that which I am tormented on. I wish to continue to argue against them but not in my head in court and reality, and over all aspects of ones mind and thoughts,that which they have argued on through out my life. if they insist on arguing over my notes then they should do so in writing and or in court, where I am accusing them of arguing against my every thought, whilst they should only argue in writing and not raising such issues in conversations or discussion unless I am comfortable, and they must prove they are innocent, because I am asked to do the same, it might become apparent that they are guilty as an organisation, they are after my sanity my mind. conversations on such issues would be a problem with my brain being blocked, with implants being active and them all being in my head, whilst I am writing about what they are saying in my head,to what they think they can get away with, the torment that they are causing me. I do not wish to be scrutinized further, where as an organisation they are scrutinizing my mind, pressuring and molding me into war games into saying what they want to hear, they know everything about me so what do they want to know, what are looking for and so on. They ask questions knowing everything I know,to driving me insane. It is they whom must be questioned, it is they whom have to explain what they are saying and doing in my head, it is they whom must explain there conspiracy or experiments, there actions. I do not want my mind or thoughts questioned,or my mentally,but I have no choice and they will just fabricate events and arguments, to making up that which I say to forcing me to say that which I they want to hear, to having me considered to be of character.  Written work and notes is just  evidence of ones thoughts and the arguments that take place, and not that which they assume or have made up or perhaps accusing me of.  It is they whom are insane. Suffix to say I am just writing my thoughts or showing my mentality, and tracking the the effects of the implants and there presence whilst I am also attempting to show that they are driving me insane, and that it is they whom are insane. I do not wish or expect to be questioned on that which I write, where I am just proving my mentality is as such and what ever they want to know is written up whilst it is they whom want to know what I am thinking or my thoughts hence Why and whilst they question my notes it is the same as questioning my mind or thoughts. This is about them wanting to know my mind and thoughts, hence my thoughts are as I have written and I think as I have written to have thought, I am because I think, I think therefore I am, alas it shall be said as it is written. They want to know my mind, but argue not to want to listen to me, but they know my thoughts they know everything I know, but argue not to want to listen to anything I say until I get married. They want me insane but I have to prove it, and I have to prove that I am not insane, and they will argue to be ones thoughts ones mind ones intelligence, not want to recognize anything about me or my intelligence or genius. Whilst I have to prove they want me insane. It is all mind games a conspiracy of insanity, where the truth is all insane, it is all confined to ones head and yet the truth is unknown, as to whom they are what they are doing,and so on. They argue I would have to prove ones innocence or there presence or conspiracy or implants or experiments to ones every thought. Needing to prove my thoughts my mentality,where the will have me confined to insanity and considered insane. They argue to know my thoughts and imply that one is guilty of something and wrong, they do accuse me of being wrong and guilty, and thick and scrutinizing my mind, my mentality, my character, and will argue that I am wrong, or accuse me of being thick and wrong and at fault and argue to know thoughts. Alas it is  they whom are thick and wrong and at fault. I have to prove that the reality of all this is mind games, is insanity, the truth is insane, I have to show that I do not play insane mind games, where they want it all as tick tack toe and for me to be blamed, where i am forced to argue against there insanity, against there presence. The Mind games given by the conspiracy against me, to the lies that may exist where the truth is conspired against. i write so I do not end up mixed up or lose the truth, and not for them to have something on me, whilst showing that it is they whom are lying and twisting the truth around, bound to where they are an conspiracy. If they are using things to have something on me then they may have always conspired to have something on me. If they use notes to have something on me then they would use my thoughts against me. As an organisation they mean to force me into an lie into a cover-up. I have never met them before, but they need to cover up from knowing my mind, from knowing everything about me, they will slip up, where I know they know and they know I know and they know everything I know, I know they know and they know I know, and so on. I write because they are arguing in my head, and I do not want to be arguing in my head, they are just driving me mad. I still have to deal with there attitude hence one is just writing down there wrongness where they are twisting my head around into insanity into going mad and mental. My Written work shows my arguments which are valid and should show that I am right and they are wrong, it may also show that they are insane. They want to argue in my head and against me and perhaps they would do that in person but they are insane people they are psychopaths, one has to show that and prove that. Suffix to say they are those whom are in my head to watching my every move. They are psychopaths, and as such the do not want me out of there sight or there control and they are moving to argue against me in reality or face to face but they have always been messing my head and that will just continue with insane arguments as insane people. They want to argue over that which I have written but my written work is just about them all arguing in my head, they argue it is someone else and the rest of there mind games. They should argue in writing and perhaps I will reply where they do the same when arguing my head, but I have to respond, and they do not. They are in my head as an regime or as a nation and I am arguing against them throughout my life in respect of my thoughts or mentality where they are against ones every thought,where they are an conspiracy against my identity. I therefore have to prove that my thoughts are as such and mentality is as noted, where they want me of insane character. They will argue that I am of character that my mentality, my thoughts are as predefined by them, where they want me to have said what they want to hear. They will accuse me of being insane, fabricating ones identity or ones arguments that which I have said or did in the various events. They want me molded into wanting war, accusing me of wanting war, alas it is they whom are an conspiracy of war. They have set one up into being of character, having my mentality predefined by them, where they expect me to be trouble, it they whom are troubling me. They want me to be wrong, guilty and trouble to be in error. Ones written work is as ones thoughts, where I prefer to not to argue in my head or allow them to know my thoughts but they do, I have to prove it. Whilst they conspire to lead me into ill intentions or violent thoughts, or wrong thoughts. Written work shows my arguments are not mental or insane or wrong or guilty, although war games exist, one does and is able to argue with reason but they all want me mental, and to be at fault, hence will not stop driving me mad until I am finished. I will not be able to remember everything that they say and do and all that goes on to that which I say and thought about or have done and they are an expert conspiracy against one.  They will just manipulate that which I do into being wrong to ones mentality. Brainwashing is a problem,anything they say in ones head is the cause of brainwashing where I should not know that which they say, experiments are the  prime objective hence the extent of brainwashing is extreme it is better for me to write down my thoughts, to protect and recover from brainwashing. Writing about things proving them all wrong, where I am not allowing there insane arguments to be the truth, or allowing them to mix things up. Written work shows my thoughts are as such and that which they are stealing from my mind where I would have to prove that I thought of such ideas or theories. I have written down that which I have thought about to show what arguments exist, also proving that I do not respond with insanity, showing that I am not mad, but may go insane in the future but it is they whom are conspiring to drive me insane.  Written work should suffix as evidence of my sanity, although I am complaining of insanity, my thoughts could be lost within all this. Suffix to say this conspiracy has always been dealt with through logic but it is they whom are ill-logical, it is they whom have ill intentions.  They argue they will listen after i get married, but they know my thoughts they know everything I know, and should have listen before, but they are intent on driving me insane. Writing helps to determined the effects of the implants on my mind the damage they are causing, or that which is blocked or washed from my head, where I can not remember old arguments or that which I relied on before and argue differently now. Whilst my arguments should be the same as that which I written, anything different should be assumed to be because of there presence and control of my head.Writing and truth proves that one is logical and reasonable,and what ever I know and what ever they are doing where I am sure I will be asked and suffix to say I have noted that which I know and that which I though at the time of the even whilst I can not be expected to recall everything, alas I find that they are not interested and more intent on covering up the conspiracy. They ask questions to mix one up Organisation has confined me to my own thoughts,to insanity where they will not allow me to know anything but insanity to conspiring to drive one insane, questioning scrutinizing the mind for means of driving me insane. They should not be allowed to use my thoughts or notes against me in any arguments or case they may bring where they are an conspiracy. Surely they should have more on me then just my thoughts or notes, that which I complain about alas they wish to use my complaints to accuse me of being insane. But they I know I am with implants. They interrogate the mind and will perhaps look to interrogate ones written work,until they have one twisted into an cover-up or insanity. They should not be using ones ideas,or intelligence, or taking things as there own, especially if the do not want to recognize the mental torture and torment that one is confined to. I write so as to prove that my mentality is sane and intelligent, that one is not insane and that such genius is ones own and stolen from one, where they are stealing my thoughts, ones genius.